Should I even bother even though I owe that person that much? Pretending to be okay when it clearly isnt? Explaining everything in a more understood sense? Im just so lost with words, with all this hurt in me I dont know what to do. But the only thing I do know is that I deserve to be treated with better respect.
Sometimes I wonder why these things keep happening. Why one cycle ends and another begins. Is there something wrong? Am i missing the last piece of the puzzle? Unfortunately, neither I nor anyone will have the proper answer to justify this mystery. So for now, as I push this aside and focus on whats more important, another wall will be rebuit. One that is stronger than before and possibly lasting a life time.